以前觉得那车旧到来很丢脸又浪费车油钱

现在却觉得很方便，很幸福

谢谢

今天开始我会学会珍惜

终于体会到幸福就是要知足

反复播着王力宏的需要人陪，夜深了，这首歌听了额外有感觉，现在的我，真的需要人陪

感冒了，还好不是什么大病不过加上女人病真的很累

前几天赶着功课，才第二个星期我就逃课了，讲很不过去，不明白为何我要如此的堕落，人的专注力何时少得如此的严重？让自己处在退化当中，不自救别人也无能为力啊

说到改变，近来发现周围的人都变得很可怕，不得不堤防，或许训练着我将来踏入社会

钱钱钱不够用！妈妈说不节俭，几多都不够用！虽然我觉得有时妈妈很唠叨，但我发现最近我所关心人的方式其实都在用妈妈的方式

I wanted to blogger few days ago but internet sever was down, dont know whats wrong with it, treat us like we never pay the bill zz..

Class started on monday, but mood still holiday-ing..
today i attend our very first tutorial class, assignments are waving with us and i pretend i dint see them :x what is time base media? hmm? is to watch movie!! wee~ so after class we went midvally for movie, at first we plan to watch detective dee but the timing was not right so we anyhow watch reign of assassin and i think this movie worth for our money.. seriously through the poster and actors i dont feel like watching this movie but after i watch today i totally in love with it but i dont think michelle is too old to match jung woo-sung :x about the story, you have to check it out by yourself :P

Guard is peeking me!! i wish is i think too much..

Pj is no longer safe!! my friend's house been burn and the fire almost kill them!! isit something wrong with the bad guy mental? i heard this is not the first house been burn.. police please do something!!

Recently i eat like hungry ghost.. maybe during holiday got too much limited from mummy? i am not only fatter now, i also ends up i shitting blood just now :'(

thank you for everyone showering me with lots of wishes in my facebook, i think along my 22 year gonna be really HAPPY as happy cannot be separate with birthday :P sounds lame zzz lols..

what sad is i mess my dear plan.. hais.. lets skip this.. but really appreciate for the cupcake he make for me.. xoxo



in between i did meet up my friends for lunch and here is the picture for memory.. see the scenery was like at other country, for this four season restaurant, this scenery is their advantage but interior design just so so and what weird is through camera they actually looks great!! this is the power of photography?



leave 1 week of holiday.. oh gosh.. i was like doing nothing at all.. always like this.. have to do whatever i need to in between this week

lastly, happy 10.10.10

was outing today, meet old friend for chit chat and try to find gift for friend's wedding on coming november, what so special in the picture is.. THE FOOD!! lols!! express soup, i wanted to try this quit some time ago, they serve the soup in bread!! well, for me, i dint really like the bread but i do love the mushroom soup <3 i regret for not trying their pumpkin soup, anyone want to go there? lets go!!



at night i and my family went to i-city, as my sister friend from muar is here, although the place quit near to my house, but my dad always refuse to go, cause he said what for watching light bulbs? actually also nothing to see, but if come with friends, i think it will be more fun taking picture all around ^^

坦白说，我这个人很渴望爱，不只是男女之间的关系，请给我所有的爱。。

内疚的是今天我脱口而出，对老豆说了不该说的话，我知道我这句话很不孝，但一路来我终是觉得他偏心。。

故事的发生是从这里开始，我最讨厌鱼粥，虽然它并不难吃，我姐说有人煮给你就好珍惜，这一切我都懂，但这是掩饰你懒惰的借口吗？我吃很少，期待着下午茶却等不到，他说别找了，巴杀没东西买，对，时间的确还早但我却看见我弟在吃着东西，那是什么？生气时往往让人说错话，说了也挽留不回，是好是坏我也衡量不到，因为一阵子后换来吃的了，我在乎的不是什么所谓的食物，是你对我的爱在哪？

气，不是一两天而是长久累积下来的。。

爱不能勉强，我又凭什么要你的爱？

我的爱，会不会因此变得很可怕呢？

此刻的我好想哭，回头一看却觉得很幼稚，矛盾。。

原谅我，在乎，也是因为我爱你。。





允许我的发泄，却不准你评！

有些事，想说，却不能说

深深体会要别人改变， 首先要改变的则是自己