我的内心是如此地挣扎，不想违抗父母的意识当儿也不想当木偶，我已经长大了，放我自由的飞翔吧，这并不代表翅膀硬了，不听话了。忠言总是逆耳，或许我很不成熟，但我的决定也不是很荒唐，请支持我的决定，还我一点自信，过分的关照让我喘不过气，若我不在乎你们，我也不会你的一句话烦到快疯了，为什么问题总是在于我？你影象中的我总是叛逆，是你太爱我了还是恰好相反？兄弟姐妹之中没有公平的平衡，我尝试接受但我真的很烦，很压力，纾解不到，我想我迟早会疯掉，对不起，我越来越不想回家了，宁愿在外被风吹雨打，是我不孝，就让所有的错误就降在我一个人的身上吧！

放心，这绝对不是遗书

以前觉得那车旧到来很丢脸又浪费车油钱

现在却觉得很方便，很幸福

谢谢

今天开始我会学会珍惜

终于体会到幸福就是要知足

反复播着王力宏的需要人陪，夜深了，这首歌听了额外有感觉，现在的我，真的需要人陪

感冒了，还好不是什么大病不过加上女人病真的很累

前几天赶着功课，才第二个星期我就逃课了，讲很不过去，不明白为何我要如此的堕落，人的专注力何时少得如此的严重？让自己处在退化当中，不自救别人也无能为力啊

说到改变，近来发现周围的人都变得很可怕，不得不堤防，或许训练着我将来踏入社会

钱钱钱不够用！妈妈说不节俭，几多都不够用！虽然我觉得有时妈妈很唠叨，但我发现最近我所关心人的方式其实都在用妈妈的方式

I wanted to blogger few days ago but internet sever was down, dont know whats wrong with it, treat us like we never pay the bill zz..

Class started on monday, but mood still holiday-ing..
today i attend our very first tutorial class, assignments are waving with us and i pretend i dint see them :x what is time base media? hmm? is to watch movie!! wee~ so after class we went midvally for movie, at first we plan to watch detective dee but the timing was not right so we anyhow watch reign of assassin and i think this movie worth for our money.. seriously through the poster and actors i dont feel like watching this movie but after i watch today i totally in love with it but i dont think michelle is too old to match jung woo-sung :x about the story, you have to check it out by yourself :P

Guard is peeking me!! i wish is i think too much..

Pj is no longer safe!! my friend's house been burn and the fire almost kill them!! isit something wrong with the bad guy mental? i heard this is not the first house been burn.. police please do something!!

Recently i eat like hungry ghost.. maybe during holiday got too much limited from mummy? i am not only fatter now, i also ends up i shitting blood just now :'(

thank you for everyone showering me with lots of wishes in my facebook, i think along my 22 year gonna be really HAPPY as happy cannot be separate with birthday :P sounds lame zzz lols..

what sad is i mess my dear plan.. hais.. lets skip this.. but really appreciate for the cupcake he make for me.. xoxo



in between i did meet up my friends for lunch and here is the picture for memory.. see the scenery was like at other country, for this four season restaurant, this scenery is their advantage but interior design just so so and what weird is through camera they actually looks great!! this is the power of photography?



leave 1 week of holiday.. oh gosh.. i was like doing nothing at all.. always like this.. have to do whatever i need to in between this week

lastly, happy 10.10.10