really piss off myself!! i clearly realize that i dont have enough knowledge but my laziness always stop me from achieving my goal.. diu!! sorry for being rude..

to.. either my brain or heart, i am here to WARN, dont you ever dare to waste even 1 second of your precious time in thinking nonsense again and AGAIN!! you think you are still young huh? got lots of time to day dream huh? open your eyes big big and look around!! compare yourself with others and see what you have for yourself!! damn!! always live in illusion!! when only you wanna grow? shouting all the problems out but without action taken? HA- HA- HA- idiot!! ARGHHHHH!! why must i born to be like this? i want to change!! I WANT TO CHANGE!!