最近都用华语来写部落格，因为真的很不擅长用英文来表达

今天，我的胸口一直闷闷的，很不舒服，原因是否在于熬夜？可我近来都没怎么熬啊？我不敢想象明天开始的生活。。今天就给自己最后一天的假期好好休息吧！

突然间我又不想写了，到此为此吧！

朋友对我的改变
我有多久没好好地根自己说话了？ 基本上除了压力，当然还发生总总不愉快的事，选择沉默，因为往往生气而丧失理智，祸从口出。我忍但切记，睡火山也有爆发的一天！但现在的我不是生气，只是防备之心比往往多了好几倍，不得不承认，残酷的世界往往让你不得不改变！

功课对我的改变
前阵子，功课的压力逼得我喘不过气来，碎碎念了好几天，委屈了我身边的人，我想接下来的日子，请你们多多包含，没睡觉真的会逼疯我。。

爱情对我的改变
我人生的故事从没这么严重被爱人掌控，近来的我，喜、怒、爱、乐，通通随着他而改变，我想，我爱疯了！我是否迷失了我自己？

物质对我的改变
说到钱，很悲哀。。跳过！我母亲说我不懂得爱护所拥有的，她是对的，因为东西落在我手上，寿命都很短。。我却不想为物质而活，也许这想法根本扯不上关系。。是借口吗？

我觉得我自己很堕落，从今天起，我得好好地善待自己，增加知识，瘦身？好让我自己有条件去跟人家谈，我要活的更精彩！这份热情能维持多久？

love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? HAIS i love you.. love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not? love me? love me not?

超出友谊，情人未满
这是他想要的，我默默接受

school reopen for 2nd week, i was like running out of time, you can say that i wasted too much time on unnecessary stuff or our uni is trying to make sure all of us who talking this subject to die!! whatever, every friday night will be my little private spare time for myself to express my feeling here before i turns mad.. to me, blogger still have a limitation on expressing our true feeling as we have to take care for everyone's feeling as well.. we cant be too selfish.. well, it is like a feeling bin to me too, this is to make sure that i am able live harmony with those aliens surrounding me.. so, just pardon me :)

well, today i got emo suddenly and i dont know what is the reason, i just emo.. ROAWRRR!! isit influence by assignment have to redo? period? not enough sleep? or the girl? hey girl, sorry for boycotting you with lame reasons.. err, i promise i will change my attitude.. and sorry buibui for beating you.. fail to teach you is my fault..

well, i shall stop writing at here for the reason of i dont want to make all my dear readers tired reading such a long bullshit.. i am kind ya? haha